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Thursday, November 24, 2005 @ 11:54 PM
Went to visit my nanny yesterday. Was helping her to the bathroom when I had a good look at her back profile. She has lost so much so much weight. It's so hard to see my nanny in pain all the time. I feel so sorry that I can't do much to relieve her pain. She tells me in cantonese, "dunno have to suffer for how long". I know what she meant by it but I refuse to see it that way. I have been trying to be optimisstic the past week. I feel even more guilty bcoz she doesn't really know what is happening to her and I gave my word to keep it from her. All I can do is spend time with her. Once or twice a week, spend time with her, talk to her, just to be with her.
Angry at the stupid doctors! She's in pain and you're only going to see to her on 4th Dec!!! What are you doing!!!
Went to visit my nanny yesterday. Was helping her to the bathroom when I had a good look at her back profile. She has lost so much so much weight. It's so hard to see my nanny in pain all the time. I feel so sorry that I can't do much to relieve her pain. She tells me in cantonese, "dunno have to suffer for how long". I know what she meant by it but I refuse to see it that way. I have been trying to be optimisstic the past week. I feel even more guilty bcoz she doesn't really know what is happening to her and I gave my word to keep it from her. All I can do is spend time with her. Once or twice a week, spend time with her, talk to her, just to be with her.
Angry at the stupid doctors! She's in pain and you're only going to see to her on 4th Dec!!! What are you doing!!!
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